I want to die..
I am waiting for it to come
Like a bride waits for her bridegroom on the aisle
I am awake all the time
So that I don't miss it if it comes knocking on the door.
I know that you should slit your wrist in the direction of the vein and not across
But I want to die a 'natural' death
I am so lazy
Playing a game of hide and seek with death
And in the meantime, living life
Will I make it or will I succumb to the last 'temptation' ?
Will I live my life or will the blade rule ?
I am fighting a monster inside me
I will defeat it
But I am scared that this fight may make me a monster
Lest death comes....